What happened last night

I had a panic attack because I was afraid of being left alone for the night and I had a job interview in the morning which means I had to have sleep last night but if I was to be left alone I wouldn’t get any sleep

So I kept asking around for people to help me last night but I didn’t get anybody to say yes until the panic was too much there for me to use my hands anymore

By that point my dad came home and at first started to help me regain the use of my hands but since I was still panicking and he doesn’t know how to deal with someone that’s having a panic attack he started yelling at me and he forced me out of my room, then he started yelling at me some more so I screamed bloody murder and ran back into my room to get away from him, he said he was going to get me sent to a mental hospital and told me to leave my room, so I did but I ran towards the back of the house. I didn’t come out until my aunt asked me to and I stayed by her.

Someone was called, but that was my mom, not a hospital. She talked to me and asked my aunt to give me a bath with some kind of salt and stuff in it which helped me calm down, then I got something to eat. While I was doing this she talked to my dad, hopefully about how to handle this sort of thing better. Because I was scared shitless that he was going to hit me.







 

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karsprite:

stoptye:

oh no anon daddy dearest is awful because it makes it hard for egbertcest shippers to be taken seriously!!!!!!!!11111 Making Daddy Dearest jokes is SHIP SHAMING!!!!!!!!! egbertcest shippers should have to FIGHT FOR RIGHTS!!!!111!1!!!

don’t even get me started on people posting it in PUBLIC for strangers to find.

((As i recall “daddy dearest” was a fill for someone asking for a fic with a aged down character and an older character, but in a loving setting.

so assuming the author and requester are not the same people, everyone should keep in mind that the only reason “daddy dearest” exists is because someone asked strangers to write something along that subject.

it easily could have been stridercest, and there probably are more than enough fics where bro is having sex with a younger dave.

it could also have been lalondecest. there’s material out there on that too.

what i find bitterly funny is that people will give shit for daddy dearest and not for stridercest or lalondecest. stridercest is on the fence at best, lalondecest gets no shit from what i’ve seen, and egbertcest is the one getting the most shit just because of this fic.

is the problem that it’s meant to be cutesy and loving? that it is basically a messed up lie on what really happens with child molestation?

i don’t care what people ship, but i consider it hypocritical and ridiculous that one pairing of a certain kind will get a shitstorm and a pairing of the same function doesn’t.))

omfg are

are you serious right now

you seriously think daddy dearest was not a jokefic or did you not catch that its a jokefic

also stridercest gets the most shit out of any homestuck pairing, arguably. its only competition is vriska/tavros. so idk what you’re even thinking lmao

[also i agree with the original submission.]

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oshawottin:

younghappyandme:

STOP WHAT YOU’RE DOING. read this. I started following this girl and her whole dash ended up these. And her last post. I can’t even say words. Anons took her life. If that’s okay with you, then carry on with your day. If you agree this is unacceptable and okay, then reblog and spread the word. What you say can actually change a persons life! So help out

this is actually 

really scary. seriously i’m getting shivers from this.

oh god.



holmestucked:

bokunovriska:

ive had friends who have been molested and they still think it’s funny???

there are people who have been molested and find it funny you are not the poster child for abused children not everyone finds it offensive shut your mouth

Guess what? Y0u d0n’t get t0 tell the submitter t0 shut up because they are b0thered by it and y0u are n0t. Y0u think it’s funny — m0re p0wer t0 y0u. But they d0n’t think it’s funny, and they d0n’t c0pe with their pain the same way y0u d0, and that’s fine als0. They have every right t0 speak up ab0ut it, just as y0u d0 t0 laugh at the fanfic in questi0n.

That said, while I have never been m0lested myself, I f0und that fanfic creepy bey0nd measure. I kn0w it’s a j0kefic, s0 I m0stly try t0 ign0re it, but I legitimately get unc0mf0rtable when it’s menti0ned s0metimes.

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